Attempting to recreate a new profile with blogger.com I discovered an old list of drafts I had created in 2008 until present. Each having their own title related to the issues I was facing at the time.
Today marks a whole new list of problems, we all have them, I am hoping for my stories to relate to you in some way. I hope for the reader that you experience a growth in your brain that you can somehow feel without touching it. Read at your own risk. Like most blogs, this will be a personal glimpse of the life we live and my opinions on it.
Do you want me?
The answer believe it or not, shouldn't be a concern. Regardless of whether it be true or false on the answer you hope for, it truly has nothing to do with the life you should aim to live. Your life should be based on how you feel it should be lived, not on the hopes of others emotions or decisions. I know, some of you are thinking.. "But how can I live NOT knowing" - It is so simple it seems impossible to comprehend at first, but here it is. You breath, you continue to do your daily goals while maintaining an ever growing list of future desires and en devours, that include yourself. The greatest part about all of this, is that when you practice this idea, you are gaining the sight of spiritual independence.
Being independent with your finances has the ability to provide you with more goals. It will only grow to be a positive form of existence. Of course, just as you seem to figure it out it slaps your ass and says :NICE TRY: and you have to figure out some more shit that has your twisted. This is the new age of creative writing, where we think and move our fingers to the beat of each word in your head that will let you flow with the fleekest vibes. Flex on yourself. If you were born before 1970, you must know that you are in a world of new language and must adapt. As I was saying, finances are number one on the list for what you require to do in order to be the most free. You have to keep a list of expenses, physically look at the list, add them up to get what you owe to live each month. Find out what the amount to live would be for one day. You want that number to be green and not red. Get that figured out ASAP.
Who am I? You wonder this when you are drifting into a new idea before bed and subtle enough you start to imagine what you are not. Depression is a sunken ship at the bottom of the ocean. Your CO2 tank is full but you cannot identify which part of the object goes in what hole in your body to fill with oxygen, and you start imagining death and what it will be like to be without fear and at peace from anxiety. Luckily for you life isn't the ocean, and you can swim now anyhow. You must keep your body afloat the conservatives and below the liberals in my view, to stay bright and fishtailed. You will never know who exactly you could define yourself to be, because we are ALWAYS adapting and changes to circumstances with our ever-changing revolutionary and inter-genius minds.
Personal gains will be what drives you through to a successful life with or without the partner you desire. And since we cannot control them, we must control ourselves. If they float towards you, you can enjoy them, but never should you hold them below water just for them to stay close. They will die and totally resent you for it. Not to mention haunting you and nobody loves that.
The best part about the blog is the ending. The finished product which has hopefully left you with more knowledge on what you need to start with to get some personal growth in your life. Float around, figure out what you like to do, be good at it and grow on.
Peace be with you
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