Attempting to recreate a new profile with blogger.com I discovered an old list of drafts I had created in 2008 until present. Each having their own title related to the issues I was facing at the time. Today marks a whole new list of problems, we all have them, I am hoping for my stories to relate to you in some way. I hope for the reader that you experience a growth in your brain that you can somehow feel without touching it. Read at your own risk. Like most blogs, this will be a personal glimpse of the life we live and my opinions on it. Do you want me? The answer believe it or not, shouldn't be a concern. Regardless of whether it be true or false on the answer you hope for, it truly has nothing to do with the life you should aim to live. Your life should be based on how you feel it should be lived, not on the hopes of others emotions or decisions. I know, some of you are thinking.. "But how can I live NOT knowing" - It is so simple it seems impossible to compre...
"You are only who you want to be'' I don't always know what to do. As a mother you face all kinds of different challenges. I have a few right now, learning how to allow them to potty train themselves. I don't want to pressure them, I'll ask if they need to pee, & if they say no I say okay. & that's hard for me I'm usually really controlling. I'm realizing now, that it's not only with the twins that I'm controlling.. My life. I try to control it so that I don't screw it up, be organized you know? But all of that control is ruining the fun. The fun of having a social life, raising my kids, having a boyfriend. It's all ruined if I try to control it all. It's hard to let go. But I'm realizing that it's probably the best thing to do. So I start by letting people do things for me the way they want to do it. Listening more. For example, I love to plan events. & the boys second birthday is coming up, usually I would ...